sorry,je suis désolée

Nothing special over these few days.I know I've abandoned my blog for quite a while.If you ask me what I've been doing,sorry,I really am don't know!I barely think about it.

But 1 thing for sure is,I've done something stupid!Please don't ask me what it is,I'm going to reply you 'No' with my trembly voice,definitely.I really am don't know this will bring me a tremendous consequence.

I regret,truthfully regret.

By golly,i was wrong.Please please don't keep it in heart.

It's a glitch that put our relation on the verge of heart disappointed or broken.I'm 22 but naive,still.Not only you,I'm disappointed with myself,too.

"Arrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh" I screeched. *my heart is bleeding*

Are you going to forgive me?I wonder.Sorry,i could only say.Maybe it's not enough to mend a broken heart.I know this feeling is unbearable but i don't want to lose your love.I want to be your flesh and blood,right from the beginning to the end.

Sorry.Again,with all my love.

p/s:I'm writing this blog with teardrops in my eyes and my heart is tearing.

TAGGED!!!

I got tagged by Andrea,merci beaucoup!

001. Real name:Teh Pei Wern
002. Nickname: ireese
003. Married: nah...i haven't thought about this yet.
004. Male or female: i got big boobs and a poo-see,who do you think i am? *blush*
005. High school:high school?A nightmare to me.seriously.
008. College: i'm studying in UM
010. Short or long hair: medium length
015. Are you a health freak: of course i am!i grow up in a healthy family.
016. Height: about 158cm,pretty short
017. Do you have a crush on someone: yeeaah...That's him,man of my life!
018. Do you like yourself: i do,i do,i dooo...
019. Righty/lefty: righty
020. Surgery: never
021. Piercing: none!I can't bear the pain.
022. Person you see in the morning: my lil' devil sister.she's sleeping right beside me.
023. Award: long long time ago,when i was in primary school.
024. Sport you join: no,i dislike sport.It makes me sweat a lot.
025. Pet: i used to have a boxing fish.
026. Vacation:i wish i can go to as many places as i am.Santorini would be my first choice.But,i prefered to have my vacation somewhere i can sheltered from those ugly human personalities.
027. School : Jit Sin
028. First crush:Peter?Roberto?Jean?i can't really remember...
029. Eating: nothing
030. Drinking:yakult

031. I'm about to:bath
032. Doing :nothing

Future
033. Want kids:of course!Kids are like sunshine,i love kids!
034. Want to get married:why not?

035. Careers in mind: i want to do something special or highly demanded.It will make me feel like whoa,i'm a VIP. *grin*
036. Lips or eyes: eyes
069. Hugs or kisses: i want both
037. Shorter or taller: taller
038. Romantic or spontaneous:both,i think.i love the mixture between two things.It'll make me sexier...
039. Sensitive or loud:sensitive
040. Trouble maker or hesitant:more trouble maker,less hesitant

Have you ever
041. Kissed a stranger: yeeaa,his is a foreigner with Micheal Owen look-a-like.
042. Drank bubbles: never
080. Lost glasses/contacts: nope
043. Ran away from home: how could i run away from my sweet sweet home?
044. Liked someone younger: u mean like?yes.
045. Liked someone older: i love my parents
046. Broken someone's heart: i'm a super careful person.i tried not to break one's heart.
085. Been arrested: i don't break laws
047. Cried when someone died:ya,i'm very emotional.

Do you believe in
048. Yourself:yup.i can change my destiny.

Answer Truthfully
049. Is there one person you want to be right now: hmm,let me think about it...okay,i want to be a glamorous person with the lifestyle of riches and famous.I own a private jet plane and i can have my breakfast at Tiffany or a promenade alongside the river Seine at night.It sounds fabulous right?
050. Do you believe in God:YES!

I tag ANYONE who is reading my blog!

la vie

La Vie

La vie c’est comme le soleil
Parfois ça brille de mille feux
Parfois ça ne brille pas du tout
La vie est faite de joies et de peines
De colères et de bonheurs
La vie est un enfant
Parfois agité de soubresauts
Parfois si heureux
La vie est un mystère
La vie c’est la vie…

Valérie S. (Art et Poèmes) janvier 2001

Do you understand what it means?
No,right?
I translate it.(i try my best,kay)
If not,you are going to miss out of it *i'm serious*

Life

Life,it is like the sun
Sometimes it shines brightly
Sometimes it doesn't shine at all
Life is made of joys and troubles
angers and happiness
Life is a child
Sometimes agitated by the starts
Sometimes so happy
Life is a mystery
Life,it is life.

Valérie S.(Art and Poems) january 2001

Not bad,isn't it? *grin*
i mean my translation

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L.O.V.E.

Baby,i love you more than i can say.

Thanks god,i've found you and you are my man.

No one can grab you away from me.I swear.

I give you my entire love.

*smooooooooooch*
Babe,i dedicate this poem to you:

The Things I Love About You
by Julie Anne Rose Edmundson

I love the way you listen to me
And when you say you care.
I love it when you sing to me
Especially when you stare.
I love your airwalk high school shoes
And the way you say we bind.
I love you so much it makes me cry
And even when you read my mind.
I love it when you make me laugh
Even more when you say you're my guy
I love the way you're there when i need you
And the fact you always call.
But most of all I love the way
You always say, "I love you!"

p/s:reading this poem makes me want to cry.It's so true! *sniffle*

my review

As you've known,the Malaysian team has lost in the match.In my previous post,i bet the Malaysian team is going to lose.Yea,to my prediction,they have lost!This fact doesn't bring any surprise to me.

Please don't misunderstood,okay?I didn't mean that i'm not patriotic or didn't support the Malaysian team.I did support them!The fact is,you must comprehend which team is much stronger.Lee Chung Wei(Malaysian team) was really superb,no doubt of it!Hafiz was the one who broke our dream.He did disappoint all the malaysian,i believe.My dad ejaculated those rude words while watching the match between Hafiz and Chen Jing(Chinese team).

Peeps,you can imagine how furious was my dad at that moment!My mum just shaking her head when she listened to such rude words and i was sniggering aside. *snigger*

I know the Korean team did something bad during those previous matches.I did support the Korean team during the match with the Indonesian team.Tell you frankly,i don't like the Indonesian team and their supporters.I have my very own excuse or maybe i can't forget 'the past'(if you are someone who are sensitive you should know what i'm talking about 'the past' here)!

I found that Park Sung Hwan is really cute.He deserved to win the match with his composure and confidence.Good job,Park!I really love to see him.Haha,He just caught my eyes on him.He's so darn cute!I have smouldering love on him.shh,don't tell my boyfriend okay? *giggle*

That's it.Good night.xoxo

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this is how i feel

I'm pretty bored here.Today,i ain't go nowhere.

Here are some stuffs of what i did today or happened to me(chronologically):

1.i cooked myself a plate of fried rice and fried an egg.

2.i've caught a flu. *sniffle*

3.i read a novel which is weekend in Paris by Robyn Sisman.

4.i took a nap.45 minutes.

6.i watched Thomas cup,Malaysia vs China.
Malaysia is going to lose,i bet.

7.i'm missing my dear all the time!

8.i'm hungry now.Dad's going to buy me food.thanks,pa!

okay,i'm going to continue watching Thomas cup.toodle,xoxo.

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Mondo Grosso feat.Bird-Life

today i would like to share this video with you guys.
this song is my all time favorite!
i still remember when i listen to this song,i was only 12 years old(if i'm not mistaken)
10 years,this song still that great!
honestly,not many songs this good.
you needn't to understand the lyrics,
just close your eyes and follow the tunes.
this amazing tunes sure will bring you some kind of EXCELLENT feeling!

p/s:the video you're watching now is in japanese version while the other one you listen in my blog is in portugese version by paula lima.

smile+happy

have you ever make someone happy?

there are thousand ways of making someone happy.but,

do you believe that,a smile can bright up your and one's day!

it is sometimes said:smile,and the whole world will smile to you.

REALLY???

don't underestimate the power of smile.i said.

a smile can be incredibly powerful.

smile can put others at ease,makes us forever young.

a warm smile will light up your face.

and,smiles are contagious!

if you smile to me,i will be very happy.

do smile to everyone.

a genuine smile can even melt an iceberg.i assure.

start smiling today.

*smile*

Happy mother's day

p/s:click to this song before you read the text.

22 years ago,a baby girl was born and she was only 5 pounds.

i asked:ma,are you sure?i was only 5 pounds?look at me now,5 pounds?no way!!
mum replied*she seems very sure*:ya lah,you know what?that time you were so tiny and just like a kitten.when you were small,i was so sayang you,you know?you used to be a good girl..but look at you now,big girl already and like an elephant(wat the hell,i mumbled),every time disobey me...

ok,days by days,years by years.that little tiny 'kitten' has already grown up and become an 'elephant'(according to my mum,the fact is kitten will become elephant!).she's well-pampered and protected by her mummy.

my mum is a strict,sympathetic,caring,warm-hearted woman(she has too many merits,i cant mention 'em all).she's always wanted her children to be good and not to do anything wrong.

she's a real good cooker(no one can fight with her,i think).she feed our appetite with her scrumptious meal.thanks to my mum's talented cooking skill,her children and her husband just looked like piglets.especially her husband,he has a big round tummy!

actually i'm quite shy to say "i love you" to my mum.all i can do is,treat her nicely and try not to obey her.in this mother's day,we buy her a set of estee lauder cosmetics as a present.

ma,you are the greatest!i really really love you and glad that you are my mama.xoxo

my beloved mama(this is an old pic,taken in thiland)
estee lauder cosmetics,from us
the poem below is dedicated to my mum,ailuan.

I Love You Mom!

Mom's smiles can brighten any moment,
Mom's hugs put joy in all our days,
Mom's love will stay with us forever
and touch our lives in precious ways...

The values you've taught,
the care you've given,
and the wonderful love you've shown,
have enriched my life
in more ways than I can count.

I Love you Mom!

28th april-rendezvous at mid valley

today,after my russian paper,i went to mv with dear to watch The Forbidden Kingdom.i thought that this movie is quite nice.if you are a kungfu junkie or a fan of jet li or jackie chan,this should be a good movie to watch.i found that 1 scene is quite funny which is when jet li is pissing at jackie chan.hilarious.and,i want to mention 1 thing:

jet li and jackie chan
became old already.
after the movie,we took our dinner at nando's.cassie told me that topshop and zara got sales.i almost 'rushed' there *giggle* but to my disappointment,i din manage to grab what i want.ok,nvm,we continue our shopping in The Garden.before we went back,i did manage to grab a blouse from GAP.that's all for today.

toddles~

ps:i got an A for my russian,i really surprise bout that cuz i din pay much efforts to russian and

thx to my lecturer for giving me some hints

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